Bendan.me been down for 3days, right after le birthday celebration. Pathetic or what.
Panic is the word, be frank, a little bit anger but I still wish things the best, this wasn’t the most cruel thing of all. Because I still believe, I’m still trusting. Things gonna be fine. At least there’s hope.
Sometimes, the more you putting hope on something else the more you hurt. This is true. My heart bleed like I’ve no idea how, can’t stop tearing and I just feels I’m a darn fool been waiting for so long and insomnia for so many days and everything crashed this way.
Is time babe.
You already know it would come, don’t you? Face it.
I won’t be updating this few days, won’t be around tonight til tomorrow I guess. I have a accompanion, taking me out for a short trip, hopefully I’ll be back with a cheering face soon. Be tough, stop crying.
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