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I rather know nothing about it, sometimes there’s always great without knowing people that you should NOT know or involve with something that I should NOT involve or either KEEP OUT from falling into the traps again and again. Putting hope on something that ain’t gonna work out, keep listening to bullshit and craps yo #dumbass. Woah~ I’ve seriously a hard time these days like everyday, torturing. I don’t know I’ll be lagi unhappy staying at home. This makes me feels like dying soon. Have you ever meet someone that can makes you feels pekcek until curse yourself to death? Or maybe me just being too much negative but one thing I confirm, I had makes my life harder, depress more, hatred life more, anger more wtf until I can’t control myself from being the one I know. Geeezzzus, I can hardly take it anymore, I need a push need to move on I hate what I’m doing now I hate what’s around, I hate people that gives me troubles make my life difficult, I hate having so much annoying hatred messages here in my blog. Just fucking leave me alone, I don’t wanna be the one I used to be, I don’t wanna be understanding, I just wanna be naive, don’t wanna be stupid fucking idiot anymore so just disappear!! Whether you like it or not, I won’t care and I won’t bare with any excuses or moron attitude freak, no more apologies no more lies no more bullshit, you act the way you want just stop interfere my life. Everyone deserve a better life live the way they wanted to. Me, me now struggles for the my life, I want freedom me with my own rules. That’s it~ just #shuddup. See how I stressed myself, things flows until I can’t sleep well every night even pimples popping already arghhhh!! The eyebags too I guess I’ve should have get some sleeping pills from the pharmacy before I zombified. I just can’t get a good night rest these days while there’s something or someone keep bothering me until I can’t breathe. I . am . super . frustrated . with . this . messy . situation . now . already . I can’t hold my temper, I feels like crying, I feels like scolding, slapping, stomping, banging, throwing stuffs even starts talking impolitely gosh~ *hold shirt collar* when can you leave me alone. I don’t wanna hold the anger anymore, don’t . gg . makes . me . punch . people . yo!! *deepbreathe* Tell me how to release myself please, I don’t know what happens to myself already, do you know am going to collapse anytime. Why can’t you just do me a favor. #bangwallx2

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