A working Saturday… should be no stress no mumbles.
Kinda happy this morning as I know Mum and Little Princess is coming today.
And this is the 3rd day, Mr.B is still on his company trip and I was like counting down for Tomorrow even thou I don’t want Monday to come.
Planned to have a little time for myself, shopping or hanging around Today, seems I’m alone… Love shopping alone but everything went wrong because of the workload in office. They requested changes at the very last minute makes me really fed up, even almost lost my temper in the office.
She, senior… always stand up for herself. She could show her temper and let people knows that she don’t wants to change the artwork. Me, junior… has to follow everything they want to, even there’s no point stand up for myself, seems useless. NO ONE WILL LISTEN!! Great!! I’m kinda pissed off with this kind of always will be situation, just let it be.
Please don’t be surprise that I shown my temper! You guys always go above the limitation of mine… 
Well, I don’t wanna draw any of my emo thingy already, my wrist is getting pain to the worst. I know I should let my arm rest, but I can’t stop myself not to face my pc… today is Saturday, without outing, is a good day to blog.
Found myself kinda down because of “visitors” here. They were just “visit”, no one will really read thru or appreciate. Do anyone here know that all arts here mostly are drawn by myself? Is kind a lot of works… but I enjoy doing cute art than my own work, seriously. *sigh*
I’ve a lot of “funny” thing in my mind, just could not release myself. 
Maybe I need a talk, but no one really listen…
Maybe I need a walk but no where I can go…
Maybe I need a shopping but no sure I wanna spend…
Maybe I need some nice food but worrying to gain a lot…
Maybe I need more vacation but I’ve no enough money to spare!!
What a depress life. 
I’m not going to add a single pictures, coz there’s no one really reads
And the only one would actually praise appreciate my art piece isn’t around
by Bendan, =[
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