Well, this really ain’t my stylo like I gonna do a long post summary for the month but I think I’ll slowly fall in love summarize it this way, so I could continue my super procrastination… yada yadaaa! Argh, just don’t feels like doing anything!! Seriously, I ain’t doing anything lately coz I sentenced myself to death, I’ve free and I grow mushrooms at home lately. Yup, you caught me jobless growing mushrooms.

January, May and December are my special months, no why, just love em… but now June consider one already. I assume it’s a good thing, where changes begun.

Love pastel colors and light tone instead of strong contrast. In real life, I do have fading mood, I want everything to be simple because I’ve stop asking for something and I’ve stop demanding… I’ve stop emphasizing the colorful me.

Silly sisterhood, now she’s one of the reasons that could makes me smile and feels warm.

Start travelling alone for events and had my 1st Shu Uemura Lipstick

Salute Party Celebration which I haven’t blog about it yet. Yea, guess what, was trying in the fitting room. You might be wondering what’s a Salute Party… It’s actually Wacoal new lingerie series.

Another reason to smile was knowing new friends, seeing new faces and stop trapping myself at the same old corner while no one willing to give you a damn, going out is the best way to keep myself away from my lousy emotional thingy.

 2nd visit. Same place, different people, different memories.

Nope, this Black Monster burger ain’t mine!! But liking the angle of the burger which capture by a pro lololololol!! End up my June with lovely people, nice burger, a heart shape unusual watermelon cocktail and a weird coconut cocktail as well wtf.

With my fav song of the month, keep repeating and sings my heart out. Lousy feelings stuffed in my mind but I just failed to uttered em out so, just let it be… I’d see the bright sun smiling after a heavy rain just like now. I’ll be just fine~ oh yeah!

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Someday, I’ll be strong enough to lift not one but both of us.

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