It’s Define!! Thanks Manoah for the invites and this time I managed to tag the love ones along, like I tagged my partner in-crime also photographer, wee~ party won’t be the same again with him. It’s not about depending or not but it’s different party with different people! *woots!*
If you read about how emo I was in the previous post, yup, I gonna admit that I’m kinda stress and feels so bad few hours ago. Tsk tsk tsk, it makes me feels nausea so I decided to do something else instead of keep thinking about the situation. Went focus on editing my #define’s pichas. Indeed, looking at own dolled up pichas do calm me down a little say me vain or whatever somemore I did screamed myself out right, thanks a lot, now I’m having terrible sore throat!! #ish
![Bendan | DEFINE@ Zebra Square [camwhore]](https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-aWI47fXl1LU/UWwbDkYwoQI/AAAAAAAABIk/4sByo4-3yps/s509/Bendan_define%40zebrasquare_23.jpg "Bendan | DEFINE@ Zebra Square")
This is one of my favourite photo on #define’s night!! Yeehaaa~ it’s blur I know but I think got the fuuuuuuuu la~ like it, very like it as the blue ambiance do the matching with my today’s mood and theme. Rawr!! By the way, me haven’t got the time doing the compiling yet, probably blog about #define very soon. Stay tuned k?
Today ww is so gonna be Today’s Point of View.
It was just 3 or 4hours ago, I slammed the car’s door. I screamed and tears break down, I totally know what’s in my mind, hit my head heavily to the steering wheel, hahaha~ I didn’t really hear the head knocking sounds instead the knocking sounds from my car window. The security guard standing beside gancheong-ness knocking at my car window, I think he probably gonna call the police or how… piff!!
No worries, I leave the screaming out loud back behind at the parking lot. Feels better after an hour drive home, seriously. I’m clear with the direction thou, probably, hopefully. Actually no idea since when I already started feeling not feeling well which makes me feels so down and negative la, just can’t get rid of it, I do really need a break off. #depression maybe a lil? But better not. :)
Oh yeah, gonna do a record here before I forgot. I bumped into someone car this morning because I fell asleep, not the first time thou. I’m not proud of it la silly, d’oh… It’s just, I know how dangerous to sleep and drive but I just can’t help. I’m not that person that lack of rest still can drive one, cis~ everyone got their limit okay? At least I know I can’t do it without enough sleep.
是长大了吗？话说是出来社会离毕业都快要五六年了。笨头笨脑的还真的还会不习惯… 时常会觉得自己非常的脱节；要么同年龄的已经知道自己在做些什么，不然就是全都跑去结婚当少奶奶了，再不然的就是遇到年龄还小我几年的都已经跟着社会的轨道走着了而我还在后面追。很多时候觉得做什么都很累，生活很累，自己好累。还真的不知道如何才可以让自己开心…
最近的总给自己堆了很多压力，做什么都使不起劲。就被这些压力和现实让我觉得自己什么都不是还真的很不是滋味！我真的有那么差哦？<(￣ ﹌ ￣)>
还是那一句，无论如何还是要对自己好一些，在烦恼的生活中寻找一些简单的小快乐。
久违了笨蛋脸。给脸呼吸呼吸去了~ (=￣ω￣=)
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