I was trying to be positive, yes, I did for the few seconds while I’m typing the previous post. So stupid after I publish it I found there’s an error in my blog, if you read and click my every post then you’d know wtf post not found in the server pops-up!!! SHITTY MAX while I was trying to fix it, Mr.B arrived my office so I gotta ciao. Nervous packed and go.
I just could not wipe the pops-up away, I go really blank like what the hell, I baru climbing half way up from the bottom so I tell myself, never mind hold tight. Must be network problem meh, since my office connection sucks!! Must be!
But I still kinda worry so I try to online with my phone in the car which I NEVER GOES online with my phone unless got wifi la!! But connection failed and I did not get to see anything.
AWESOME part was the phone credit from RM30 (I checked before I use it) became RM0.50!!
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Seriously?
I should not have wear black today!! Can I go die now??? I mean immediately?
I was trying to shout this yesterday but the post ain’t completed because I feels awkward just attaching with one wordy picture without a single typing word. Oh well, ok, because I don’t feels like “talking” these days (dislike everyone) due to my depression wtf I like to claim myself as and I goes very super moody also refuse to type or do anything. Even when I’m watching movie in the room alone, my mind goes really blank and feels so down. WTH FML seriously!! Ain’t this depression or what!!
But then I’ve try to find for The Secret thingy, nyann~ I know, I’m an idiot. Aiya~ self-help kind of books la!! Be positive so positive will sticks with you. See see, I feels so embarrass saying this but I feels like reading the book watching the film. #phail can’t search online, everything about The Secret seems gotta pay.
Although I know what’s the Secret and I know the concept and everything, sometimes I just failed to rescue myself from falling into the bottom. I really miss the ME, the me that know nothing about being emo. Hell yea, I used to be a girl that damn know nothing about sadness/ hurting, once. Should have let go the past which forms me into now. Hmm hmmm~ even inspiring after reading Cheesie and Audrey‘s post.
Never too late to be positive thou, be positive now so positive should have come over very soon…. altho I’m typing this while playing a very emo song and enjoying the gastric attacks. LOLZ, be grateful while I can still listen and feel the pain! *troll face*
I’m half way climbing up, if you’re still at the bottom; give me a shout, I’d help you!! No, I’m not Jesus but bendan.
Btw, enjoyed my weekend peacefully with le family and I finished 38 on call one shot for the very 1st time. Hahaha!! I think the drama is inspiring and kinda meaningful although the opening is terrible boring so Mr.B refused to watch. Hey, a date with drama was fun!!!
Obviously, I was trying to comfort myself.
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Okay, tired of thinking. Gotta sleep~ tomorrow will be an awesome day and next week would be better!! *cheeros~* Night babe!!
Geeez~ I ♥ this photo!!! ^ / / / / / / / ^ *blush* got fuuuuu is it?
Busying with negative absorption lately… I missed the fun moments with my fellow friends, no gathering with the blogger pals, no funny talks with Mr.B, no silly thoughts with the family, failed to linkedin jobs, failed to connect to the internet, lost contact with my Mars minions, no bedtime story, having nightmare, I can’t shit… pfftttt!!! *stop nagging and counting* d’oh~
Seriously, I’m not a crazy fans for any of the celebrities, singers or actors, nah~ for me I don’t really care. But of course if you ask, singer wor sure have one geh!!! Then I might answer you Taylor Swift ah, Bruno Mars ah, Jay Chow ah, Audrey not singer la weh!!?!! And a few more la, can’t really remember I’m fans of who who who, coz, whatever I don’t really cares!!
Let me introduce you my sister, Stupid. WTF!! She’s the one who drag us there to this very crowded and sweaty event for JJ. Brrrrrr~ somemore having exam the next day, somemore haven’t finish reading still wanna come out hehhangout freely. #brave Don’t let me know she resit her paper, or else I’ll burn her JJ’s album.
Very funny!! We keep mis-saying JJ to Jay Chow like:
Burst out LOL!! 囧 if JJ read this, he gonna cry 3days 3nights!! Sowie!! I swear, accidentally one, confirm!!
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*clearthroat*~ I’ve recorded awesome songs sang by JJ. LIVE YO!! Please forgive me because they’re a bit shakey. Ahemmm~ See, I’m already kinda short somemore camera held high for 3videos, that’s really KILLING ME!! My hands trembled like mad for whole day after that, =’[
Let’s listen to the power faction singer, he sang awesomely almost fall in love with his voice.
It’s really crowded, yes~ IT IS!! Everyone were blocking me *sigh* #tooshort I can’t see JJ la seriously, it’s too far. Thanks to ma cam, super zoomed in!! Imma enjoyed watching own video own JJ at home LMAO!! #facepalm
Nice hor, his singing!!! Can really lum lui one!! Hahahahaha… I mean girls willing to fall for this kind of guy!! ^///^ Love u u~ Aiks, me haven’t watch the movie. Outdated!! Pfftttt~
LOLz!! The last video finally!!! My hands pain dao~~~~ can’t say a thing, tremble like whatever. Listen to the video instead of watching la ha, paiseh!! Muahahahaha!!
Take 1
Take 2
We smart ah~ long queue out there so we went for a tea. Chillax!! Hahahaha!! Can’t recall what tea was that. Hainan Tea I think, but they don’t really taste good. Ahemm!!
Back to the event, thought of queuing up for the autograph but that’s insane. I can’t line up in the crowd weh!! I think I might faint or vomit or faint or fall asleep. Then I asked her to queue herself instead of dragging me into the tornado.
They should have change the barriers, LOLZ, I can go thru just like that!!
Waiting aside, playing around. Hahahaha~ and the sis decided to gave up the autograph thingy. Awww~ kinda sad for her coz we had come all over for the autograph ma but then if she queue for that also, not like I will guarantee I will wait for her, so long queue might take few hours…
I stared myself thru the mirror and gone blank for few seconds, hahaha, what’s really in my mind. I think a lot actually, I THINK & DREAM but things do not seems to be done. If there’s really a Focuslyn drug that makes people focus I think I’ll need that. Way to easy to get distracted!! #hateit
Spent about 4 – 5hours at Dental Clinic, actually I went there twice. Had my appointment early morning waited about an hour++ just to smile bright, pay then ciao. Who knows the braces came off so I dragged myself there again and waited for 3hours. Ish!! Seriously, I feels regret for not doing more surveys before I came here.
Mind you people that wanting to have Orthodontic, must must find a suitable Dental Clinic which is nearby, convenient, friendly and handsome dentist, experienced nurses… you just have to observe and choose right. Frankly, I rather go for clinic that’s not so famous but nice work and friendly environment, at least not so long queue, I can skip waiting for so long ish!!
Oh well, it’s a super boring day! It’s super duper boring so I came up feels like whining but when I stared and gone blank just now just said, I don’t feels like doing it anymore. That will makes myself lagi boring and little bit of annoying perhaps.
What will you do when you’re alone? Okay, I think only me would have this problem. LOLZ!! Who willing to has a short tea time with me next time? ♥
Ahhhhh~ gimme 5more minute to finish this before leaving le office. *sigh* Home streamyx dies for few days already and I’ve been busy, no time for fixing, DAMN!! Thinking to upgrade it to Unifi, what do you think?
In case, you forget my dimbo face!! Tadaaaa~ silly me!!
Wookay~ Is time to ciao!! Please be good weekend… I can have some books and for the family now, coz I HAVE NO INTERNET!! Ish!!
Have you participate the rally last Saturday? No, I did not… but I painted my room green the day while everyone march at Dataran Merdeka, =____________= actually some of my relatives and friends were there. Okay, if you think I’m a coward coz I wasn’t there, please do, I won’t march to Dataran Merdeka just to clarify it.
Just read about it from my best buddy’s site, well, what can I say. He trusted and believes that this situation can still be changed. Yes, he means Malaysia and the community and what do you think?
He’s thoughtful and kind-hearted, why I post he’s up because I think he experienced which I missed and he’s always positive. Well, positive makes better life? Ahahaha!! “If we would be 50% kinder to people around us, or more polite, it would change for a little bit of a better world”
Sometimes it’s important to work for that pot of gold. But other times it’s essential to take time off and to make sure that your most important decision in the day simply consists of choosing which color to slide down on the rainbow. ~Douglas Pagels, These Are the Gifts I’d Like to Give to You
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A day off yo!! How’s day people?
Again, allow me : It’s MAY!!
It’s another favorite and happy month of mine, of course the other one would be December. *clear throat* no reason why, an ordinary month like me, it gonna be lifeless and tasteless as well I know it but I always put hope on it: Miracle or something very good gonna happen but actually it’s never happens. Yada yada yada~ only I cares.
D’oh, boring day today… a rest day for him really a free day like he can play computer games for whole day, lameness attacked since I don’t play games or craves for soap drama I slept whole afternoon asdf I woke up with madness what a waste *kick ass* I can’t accept the fact that I wasted this fine day lo. I can go shopping or whatever. =_______________= Shopping you said, like you can spend.
Throw tantrum I so want to then I go and self curl my hair, LOL, look at my pic!! It looks fail a bit, *sad* and my hair now super fuzzy!! Bet tomorrow gonna be a bad hair day, luckily there’s no screening.
Wookay~ movie time and bed. *roll roll roll your boat~* Night night!!
Err, I was really excited seriously, this gonna be fun I told myself because it’s located at Sunway Beach pfffftttttt~ sounds like kids gonna have fun at Sunway Lagoon Theme Park. Alright, main point: Sunway Beach + concert + Beyond + A-Yue… =__________________=
Tiger Asian Musical Festival with Mr.B
Yea, I smile like this!! Btw, no matter what angle I take, the white spec guy still there! A-bish!! #annoying
Can, you can eat!! But gonna pay for it la…
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Was super crowded and I could not find any familiar faces so I said, if so, crowded and no fun… we gonna head home before the live concert start. No place for us 2noobies standing at the back, not eating, not drinking, for no purpose. LOLZ!!
Geezzzzus, like God heard me!! Passes I got from Churp were *shit* for the front stage I almost gone crazy jumping up and down like a monkey. Thanks and lotsa ♥ for Churp, you are awesome awesome awesome!!! lol 3times super awesome
Right in front the front stage. LOLOLOLOLOL!! Cool, we even have space to walk around, Thank God, I don’t wanna squeeze myself in this people mountain people sea of course somemore right I’m at everyone’s armpit level… Dug!! Not my graveeee
♥ A girl that just learned to enjoy and struggling for a better life. Although she knows nothing about the future but think positive, everything will be just fine. ♥
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