Fixing and fixing

So many thoughts whenever I read my old blogposts like 3 to 4 years ago. Haha, it sounds funny and stupid but still a fun read, very me ah! I think I used to talk a lot few years back, not sure when I started to keep everything myself. If you wonder I was a… Read more

Random Pix

17.6.13 I missed the old me which I love to express myself here, in my blog but now I don’t really doing it anymore because when things changed, it change. Like, things goes publicize you won’t want things to be so obvious, so easy to understand by others, yes~ not honest, probably a journal has… Read more


是长大了吗?话说是出来社会离毕业都快要五六年了。笨头笨脑的还真的还会不习惯… 时常会觉得自己非常的脱节;要么同年龄的已经知道自己在做些什么,不然就是全都跑去结婚当少奶奶了,再不然的就是遇到年龄还小我几年的都已经跟着社会的轨道走着了而我还在后面追。很多时候觉得做什么都很累,生活很累,自己好累。还真的不知道如何才可以让自己开心… 最近的总给自己堆了很多压力,做什么都使不起劲。就被这些压力和现实让我觉得自己什么都不是还真的很不是滋味!我真的有那么差哦?<( ̄ ﹌  ̄)> 还是那一句,无论如何还是要对自己好一些,在烦恼的生活中寻找一些简单的小快乐。 久违了笨蛋脸。给脸呼吸呼吸去了~ (= ̄ω ̄=)

SM Suits Warrior

22.9.12 Oh gosh… I don’t get it why Im still here while it’s 6am already, totally zombified I can no need to sleep. Guess what? When a problem end, here comes the others; that’s why I have never ending problems, I can never stop thinking, I can hardly relax myself because Im the kind of… Read more

Sweet or sweat?

20.9.12 Hey People… Hows your day? #curious instead of wanting you guys to read about ma super lame daily craps. Drop me an emoticon la lemme know hows your day like. Muahahahaha!! You know what? Okay, you don’t know… Btw, If you follows me in instagram: @bendan_km you’ll know…   Today, I killed a Hello… Read more

Sleeping Ugly

13.9.12 Im now lying on my bed, keep the same pose for two days already. Yup, yesterday til now, you wont wanna know how many hours I slept but of course I did not skip any Of my meals instead ate a lot real a lot with snacks somemore, just cant stop myself from cravings!!… Read more

Chernobyl Diaries

4.9.12 Lol, phone seems no thing to me after start using ipad; imma more alert with the notification popping sounds than my phone ringing. Pftttt~ who cares, my phone seldom rings also. Teheee… Bodoh phone is like that la, see if I get myself a pandai phone, hmm things will be different yo! Just back… Read more

In Progress

Dear Diary, I’m on the right track. No no nooo, should be things are on the right track, imma feels so much better. Wonders what makes daddy such passionate in helping up, he looks more hyper than me and we were all talking about house revolutions. That is absolutely fun, you can see how these… Read more


7.8.12 Do you now meow means something? Ahemm~ okay, nothing *refuse to explain* wtf can’t think of a word for my nonsense post, sometimes, I find myself lack of inspiration means: MORE CARTOONS AND CHAPMAN TO MOVIES, PLEASE!! *runs to mum’s room watch Barbie with Lil Monster* I’m very abnormal~ and my mood right changed like weather.… Read more


Just back from Mikka’s birthday dinner, well, a very casual one just 3of us. Haha, the same old three but thing seems different as we are all grown up now. We work, we complained about our work, we chat about recently life, complained about our life, asked if is still the same boyfriend; also surprisingly… Read more